past

Looking back all these years,

How i suffered all the pain & tears,

I got a burning desire,

To make a change like i never had,

I feel it's getting out of control,

If i can live in peace then i surely will,

No i don't wanna be a denial,

Too much regrets i can no longer tell,

Has turned my life into such a living hell,

Looking back all those times,

To all my sins & to all my crimes,

Nothing will ever be justified,

Being young & blind won't give me the right,

To all my loyalty's are unquestionable,

I've dedicated all my life & soul,

But when it all went wrong & the odds were down,

No one dared to be around,

Weren't there to catch me when i fell,

So why should I care?,

to whatever they'll say?,

They've never cared anyway,

I will do it my way,

I'll do it now & again & again.