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Life and Happiness.

so its not about fame and fortune,its about believing and believing in yourself and understanding that this life its life,its a liberty and the pursuit of happiness.

and happiness is not about getting what you want all the time,its about loving what you have.

dedication

you'll never find those perfect words,something more than just .goodbye.its hard to remember the good time when there's just so much heartache,but they deserve more than that.they deserve more than just one single moment of sadness.

so just remember that when there's enough love in our hearts,it burns like a fucking supernova and theres sure as hells enough love in our heart to spark that famous smile.

we all lose someone at some point in our lives,but don't ever let go of that smile.

hold it on forever,because thats our final dedication.

-AAL

top music list for the week.

1 anthony greem-dear child(i've been trying to reach you)

2 milburn-the genius and the tramp.

3 arctic monkeys-certain romance

4 andy tubman-quiet inside

4 circa survive-every way

5 defeater-but breathing

6 i see stars-over it

7 ivy-undertow

8 jack johnson-same girl

9 the gloria records-ambulance

10 travis-turn

:)

blue sky noise

wadduup son.

well,lets get started now since i've got a lot of things to spill today,ahahah.

alright maybe this topic is normal to everyone,its about human.

yea its about some people don't realise their mistake and keep blaming others eventhough they know they were wrong actually,lets put it straight,its about unmatured people,i don't want to put some name here but for some people who know me,i think they know.

heheh.

yea its true there is something good too in unmatured people,but come on sonny jim,for how long u want to act that way?hacking my profile,text like u were goddes,acting like u never done wrong.seriously?

all the way from the start i keep giving u a chance,but then i don't even think u care or appreciate all that,u keep doing and doing and doing the same mistake even u urself already know it is not good to do that.

i admit sometime i did some mistake too,but if i can improve myself,why not u son?

hahaha.

last night i awake at 2am which is everyday i will awake at two because of nightmare i always have every single night.damn.

then i go to kitchen to pick up some light coke,it was a chilling night last night,the air is good,brian eno started playing his piano and the lights kinda stone.

it was nice,really.

then all this thing come to my mind,and i still don't get it,and trying to figure how to get rid of all this thing.well everyone know this problem is hard to solve it,it have to be that own person to make that change.

haish i know everyone is not the same person but come on mate,its about good and bad things,ur parents already reminds u that everyday and teach u too when u were kids and why do u have to keep doing it son?

if u were 15,16 or 17 i still can accept,but u're more than that.u should know what is good and what is bad,right?

i wish one day when i see or meet those people,they already change.

i also unmatured,bad or some say that i was another devil in this world back then but i manage to change everything,i manage to get back to the road.

to compare ur things and mine,mine more worst but i make an effort to change,now i don't need drugs to start my day,i only need real food and nice air in the morning.

thats all for now holmes.

peace out son.

:D

tak mandi

tuesday,2.42 pm,8 feb.

ay datang lagi hahahhahaha but this time more interesting,ada mars sekali,feewwwiiiitttt.

kirim salam dekat mars yea ay :P

hahahahhaha

well that outing actually supposed to be a happy outing but...........well she know what happen,i was like want to be incredible hulk dah that time.marah betul ni.haaaaaaaaa watch out ay kena la nanti :P

hahahahahhaha dah kena pun :P

yea marah2 pun happy jugak la sebab ay come to kl again and bring mars lagi even we didn't talk a lot like really a lot,kesian i kan ay :P

hahahahah,there is two fav part in that outing which i like,the first one is at kfc which make ay kinda penat because i make easy choosing to complicated and end up with snake plate jugak,hahahahhaha apela ay ni :P

and the second part is when we are going to the second place and i get punch ay arms and push her to the road hahahahahha best gila :D

we did take picture and i also got chance to take a picture with mars(hehehehehe :P)

and still i didn't get my cookies,GRRRRRRRRRRR!

jaga2 ay.lama dah tunggu,haaaaaaaaaaaa

and yea eventhough i'm mad to her that day but still i'm having good time with her and mars jugak :P

yea at least i can like release something that bothering me this few weeks.well u know what is it right ay?

thanks for coming again ay,hope can see u again at new zealand later :P

hihihih

thats it for now,take care geeks :D

have a nice day and god bless u.

robin sparkles

7.40am

woke up from sleep....dah kena jahat,terus merajuk tak berlagu and this is a.y fault,haaaaaaaaa so i request one song from a.y which is from my fav movie,how i met yout mother.

but then she didn't do anything at first and sleep,after she woke up,she sing but not in the right way and at the same time her friend come over her house,well then she just like ............ and go to her friend and left me and i was like ........ so i choose not to reply her text and pick up her phone call for awhile.sedih betul ni.

then suddenly out of nowhere i reply her text hahahaha,,u know why right a.y.

and now she trying to give me the song but then she can't online so bertambah and tambah and tambah la lagi ni,haaaaaa fahamkan a.y?

how how how how?

well since u can't send i add 999 more song,so prepare eh i make a list tonight :P

hihihihi

alaaaaaaa tiba2 lak a.y boleh online,tak dapat la 999 song,huuuuuuuuuuuu

hahahahah

takpe2 nasib a.y baik je ni:P

esok tambah lagi an an an an a.y?:)

well then point i make this is because i feel a bit better after the break up with n...well is tough for me at first but my friends do help me to get through it terutama si a.y ni hihihihiih :D

thanks a.y and others who help me in this situation.

won't forget for all the things u guys done to help me,really thankful because have a friends like u guys.

:) :* :D

peace out for now.

bye2 :D

m.h

better days

this is the fun part.

so i hope u'll find it fun :D

this one is for a.y :D

believe it or not i met a.y already,it was really suprising me actually because i never thought i will met her :D

but i met a.y at last :D

it was fun and i had a great time i mean really.

when the first time i met her,it was really awkward as everyone who know me well i'm quiet a shy person and a.y pulak jalan kemain laju at first,hahahahah mcm nak pi lumba lari but at the end lepas jumpa i know why she do that :D

kitorang jalan2 at the boring klcc and find a place to eat well guess what semua full,kenapa la diorang lapa time kitorang nak pi makan,potong betul dah la lapar mcm tak makan sebulan and lastly finally dapat jugak makan at burger king and even a.y tak suka but then dipaksa makan jugak :D
hahahahah.and paling best everytime dia ajak pegi bb i reject hahaha sorry kawan a.y for that :D

after we hit for lunch i want to buy new headgear for jog so we go to sony and at first tak sempat nak pilih sebab ada this stupid family block the way hahahah.

second time pergi baru dapat and balik2 terus jog memang best :D

then a.y nak balik so i teman dia til kl sentral sebab dia balik with kawan dia.

mase nak masuk train a.y kemain laju lagi nak masuk sampai tarik tangan i mcm nak pi kawin lari hahahahahha

so i guess u can guess why a.y jalan laju gila at first tu :P

then dah masuk train dia mcm nak slip up and guess what dia hold my hand again :D

hahahahahah but i buat tak tau je :P

sampai je kat kl sentral kitorang pun pergi la jumpa kawan dia and nampak dari jauh je,haish baru nak jumpa dekat2 an :D

and tiba2 je nak balik dah si a.y tu cepat benor and paling sedih dia lupa nak bagi something,hmmmmmmmmm

but then i was happy jugak sebab dapat jumpa a.y lepas having some hard time.

thank u a.y sebab cheering me,be there for me when i need someone and make me happy even tengah marah now :)
hihihihihi

so thats all for now,nanti adala sambungannya :D

take care folks.

so lets raise the glass to better days.

saints all the way.

bye2:D